Thanks, I do see her trying but it always seems to just stop short of being open. Since the letter I wrote her and her saying she "cringed" every time she saw a note or e-mail thinking now what" I have not spoken any R talk at all. Instead I have just gone about my business.I want so bad to hold her and hug her but I don't. I am torn between thinking she is just stalling time and is doing these things so I do not start R talk. Or maybe she is feeling bad for what happened and does not know how to make the move to..... not really ask for forgivness.......but ...Maybe she might want to start the healing process. I don't know. The Somona meeting is comming up and I am thiking about giving NikkiB my cell phone # to call me when she gets in so I can't chicken out. I think that this will be a turning point for me. It will be strange talking to a woman face to face without worring about how she will react to what I say.
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And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
