Your part way home. You've finally accepted your sitch for what it is. But don't get too confident either way, because NOBODY knows what the future holds for you and your M. The best thing you can do is to stay in the moment, and accept life as it comes. That doesn't mean be a doormat, or give away the store, but to stay in the moment. Don't try to predict the future, or figure out the past, just stay alert to the power that is now.
If fear is your guide then you will surely travel through life, forever the victim. Be brave, stand up and fight for what you want, and do not let anyone keep you from your mission. Your W is a hot head, a crazy woman, so you've got to be hotter, and crazier if you want to break through. The longer you wait for her to change, the further she will go. She has waited for you for many, many years already.
Don't underestimate the power you have to change your sitch. Let go your neediness, let go your expectations, and move forward. Kick the livin crap out of the fear that keeps you from having your woman. This website might help you. Making Her Happy
God Bless,
COG
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