GD - You've really impressed me, man. You've managed to pick yourself up, you seem to be feeling really good about yourself, and aren't letting the D get you down/things bother you overly much, it seems.
Bravo.
heh. I'm one of those newbies who's not fully DB'ing, or "getting it". Something I need to try and focus myself on, because I've let myself slip on the "get a life" end of things.
Seriously, though, as Heim said this whole thing is only in part about getting your M back. Moving on and being a strong person? You seem to have gotten that!