Oh. Ugh, I need to get some sleep...forgot to say...
It just doesn't feel right being unfriendly with xh. And I don't think it's just that withdrawal feeling. I can't explain it. Fighting with him is almost physically uncomfortable. (Not stupid arguments, but the nasty, pulling away kind of fights.) He has said the same thing to me. It just feels like he's supposed to be there.
I know I'm not making much sense.
(The baby is getting three molars. Sleep will be scarce for the next few weeks. Yuck.)
