Thanks for your feedback. My fear is that I have done so much damage to us, especially her, financially that she is so gone from the thought of a future with me.
She is so determined to get a D and just continues this crusade to get on with her life without me. I have been blamed for everything wrong in our M and she has said that if I had cheated instead, she probably could have forgiven me.
Financial stability and being able to count on her husband are the most important to her and I feel that the last few years of financial stress has broken her down to the point she no longer cares.
Yet, she has no accountability for her involvement with OM or takes any responsibility for her part of the M.
It bothers me so much that she treats me like a stranger and has such disdain towards me. I am a decent person who made poor choices and she acts as if I beat her or my kids or something as horrible!!
Why is it that they forget all the good times and treat us like some sort of low-life???
Me: 41 W: 40 D5, S4 Bomb Dropped: 7/8/2007 Status: W has moved out with kids 8/25/2007
