Unfortunately man... that's why we all call it the rollercoaster. Day by Day. It's all you can do.

One question I have is.. is there a particular time or place or scenario where you feel this way more?

It would probably help to identify those scenarios and come up with something to do to keep you busy.

It's tough.. I have my days.. I had a weekend this weekend. It's up and down, but the farther along you get, the better you start to feel.

Have you heard the rules? Believe half of what you see and none of what you hear?

Maybe the fact that she hasn't filed is a good sign?