The weekend was ok. Went to my friend's house and helped him host a party. We talked a while about my sitch, which was good. He remarked that he couldn't imagine me talking about this kind of stuff previously, so I guess it is noticeable that I am being more open, making progress in that. I really missed W this weekend though, seems like everything reminded me of her.
W comes home tomorrow, but only to get stuff for the week, then she is staying in a hotel with her mom for the rest of the week. Seems she doesn't want to be around me too much. We talked on the phone today but only for like a minute, she just wanted to know my schedule this week.
We've now gone about 10 days since the last real R talk. It drives me crazy just letting it go, but I guess that's the thing to do right now, wait till she's ready.
Me: 43 W: 41 Together 2009, Married 2011 Sons 10 and 6, Daughter 5 Bomb 2/21/21. W moved out 10/2021
