Yes, the flirting is good. Sometimes, it seems as though H gets caught up in being with me, then remembers ow, and - POOF - the magic is gone.

The weekend was pretty good. I think H saw ow Saturday. But, he kept his cell off all night after he got home around 7:00. I did catch him tm'ing Sunday a.m. right when he got up. I ignored it. Maybe I should have confronted him. He hasn't done it in a looooong time because I have asked him not to. Not sure what's going on there but I swear his eyes were teary. The rest of Sunday was fun and we went for a drive and visited family. I even got my hand held and my butt smacked. Moments of life feeling normal and feeling that the really weird thing is that there is still another person involved. Am I going crazy or in denial or something??

Another slightly odd thing - when I got home and was listening to messages, there was this weird slightly muffled message that you couldn't understand. I deleted it and H asked who that was. I said I didn't know and he asked why I deleted it then. It was just starnge that he was so concerned about it.