BTW as anyone heard the "the OM started after we ended, I was gone a long time before this. I lost the connection and can not get it back"
But at the time of the bomb "I am confused about OM. I have feelings for him but these could be just as a friend as I have not had many male friends and do not know"
Also "It just happened it had nothing to do with OM, it was me"
or "I know I should not have brought OM into it but it is too late now, I can not turn the clock back"
