OK, no posts for several days now. Went through a bad couple of days, really black. Nothing I could pin it on,but just had the blackest thoughts.
Now...things are weird but looking OK. We (all) went to bed yesterday afternoon for a rest. Kids did not sleep, but W and I dozed. I was stroking W and one thing led to another, so :). Strange that we can be intimate like that, but W does not feel comfortable kissing - can anyone explain.
Also out shopping on Saturday and I picked up some bits and bobs (and also condoms). W states 'yes, we'll need those'. Confused, I am.
Overall, a relaxing weekend. Still haunted by thoughts and tread carefully around W (Husband - I need that book!!!!), but I am still going to stay positive and plan for the future.
One question to ponder, I can get flight for a holiday next August reasonably cheap. Should I broach subject with W or leave it for the moment.
