The Good, the Bad, and the Funny Part 6

[mkultra]

I have always had an easy conduit to men before because of my work. Now I am at the bar and sudying film so I work with a lot of dudes. Not neccesarily quality men though. I tried to map out a time I could actually date and have only come up with 8 hours per month. Tuesday nights every other week. That is pretty pathetic.

Re Sonoma: Nikki reminded me of the DB GAL in Sonoma. I would be pretty lame not o go considering I live 20 minutes away!

Sad Story: My in laws live cross country and it has been their life long dream to come back to California to live in a small condo on the Sonoma Plaza Square. Alas, now that my H and I are broken up they have decided to just retire in Georgia since they feel they will not really be a part of their sons' lives. They wanted to be a part of their only grandchildren's lives and now they feel tey have lost all three sons.

Son 1 died at 18.
Son 2 MY H went crazy in MLC and left wife and kids for affair with OW half his age.
Son 3 disowned family name and went underground for five years with no contact.

I keep reminding myself that these are not my issues but they have been my family forever. I almost think about thm while I try to pick a suitor, to see if they will find this new man suitable. Isnt that twisted? I want to almost impress them that I can find a good man to date.