Wow, jar, she is a piece of work. At first, I got happy that she was happy you missed her. That maybe she was thinking "Oh thank goodness its not too late", but later, it feels like she was playing games. I am so sorry.
I disagree, there are still feelings for you there, they are buried, pushed down to justify what she is doing. The question is (for all of us), will you still want her when she finally realizes what a big mistake she has made. UGH
