We are done in so many ways...but I am still here.

[NoDirection]

It has been a weird weekend. She goes out Friday night with a friend to a hockey game. Again no invitation to me to join them but I have come to expect that now. Again there is some excuse to why she can not come home and has to go spend the night with her "friends" down in Newport.

What was weird was that before she left she kised me goodbye and told me she loves me??? We have texted over the weekend and talked minimally but again have gotten a few more ILY's at the end of the texts. I have tried to show unconditional love to her and show her that the safe haven she is looking for is right in front of her but I am afraid that she is doing this to keep me around so she can go off and pull her shenanigans in the future.

She has another weekend away planned in a few weeks. Again I believe I am not invited and just the simple fact that she has not been home during a weekend for at least three weekends, when she claims to be in the relationship solely for our son, is really getting old.

I also have more info incinuating that she is having an EA/PA. I went into her email and pulled it out. I want to confront her on this as well but knowing that she will go nuts over the fact that "I snooped in her things." The signals push toward her trying to get things back together but I am very leery of this...