Hey Joie,

It was ok, It was kind of like meat loaf with too much bread crumbs. It was really filling. That was last night. this morning I had one that was left over and it tasted more like a bean cake. still ok.
I am just trying something differant staying away from red meat. no real reason. I mean if I want a hamburger I'll have one.
I am not a saint by any means. I have done alot of not very nice things. But what I am starting to do is rally look at why I do some things. what is the real reason behind my actions. Here is a "for istance"
I am supposed to meet with other DBers soon. (if I don't chicken out). I was thinking what to tell my wife. My first thought was tell her what she told me when she meet up with her ol BF. "I am meeting up with an old highschool friend this weekend"
But..... then I thought why would I say that?.
To get back at her. Maybe she will conectt the dots and think I am having an affair...
I don't want to play games anymore. I am just going to tell her I am going out or that I am going out to meet up with some people I met.
My life has been on cruse control for too long. It's time to grab the wheel and take control..

Husband


And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know