It seems the more jovial & happily getting on with my life I become (or at least behave like ive become) the more angry & resentful my WAW is...is this normal? I dont want 2 foster more anger & resentment...but Iknow to be moping around & being crushed isnt what anyone wants...every aspect of my life is the best its been...I feel great about who I am & how I exercise & take care of myself and the example im setting for my boys of how a confident, trustworthy, honest man of integrity behaves even under the worst possible conditions. pain is the pathway to progress & I have made GREAT progress. I miss my wife & soulmate.... I am currently visiting my dad in fla 4 a few days...wife dropped me at airport & didnt even get out of the car....she can be so cold....she left me a message on my phone apologising about the coldness saying she has resentment about my new car (i ordered US a new sportscar/contertible & took delivery the day after she dropped the bomb)I told her the car is no carrot or reward for coming back to me but if she were to accept the new car & not me that I would carry a resentment about that so she said she wouldnt drive the car.I like 2 think that getting a new car the day she dumped me is GOD saying maybe he doesnt want me to be a scared & lonley little boy So much about all this feels so right. So then why am I so scared of loosing her?
why im here http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1247860&page=1#Post1247860 me 47 w 44 m 20 s 18 s 14 s 8 bomb dropped 10/8/07
