hope, sorry that you were wandering the house. Night time can be so rough.
I can't believe your W. She is very caught up in her happy moments (so she thinks), that you are now her hinderance to happiness. I don't mean to be mean, just thinking like the aliens think. If she is anything like my H, she will also be rewriting history a bit as well, to make her case even stronger.
I am so sorry. I can see your reasoning for snooping. Heck, I can understand everyone's reason for snooping, we feel out of control, powerless at times. We are being lied to, so we go to look for answers.
Please take care, and know that right now, all you can do is take care of yourself and your kiddos, and try to do some thinking, if you want her back, what you need, etc. HUGS
