I'm back. That is, the trainwreck feeling is letting go. Kinda like getting a good night's sleep after several days of barely sleeping at all. And with that wide awakeness, to tell the truth, I am actually feeling relieved that this is over. The dreaded act, the dreaded day is behind me.

I woke up thinking: he is with her? (knowing what I now know).. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA... Missmyfriend, you are right, she will not be able to shine my shoes, or fill my shoes or whatever. My xh has really made some astounding decisions here and in the process helped me to realize that he is now no prize.

My busy household moves along and that is the real prize. I have my life, my kids and off I go. And hurrah for a 3 day weekend!
xxx Amy