Soo..H is home. No R talk. He is acting exactly the same so I'm not so certain he did any soul searching during his time away. I don't know what I expected... Some sort of epiphany I guess.
There is ONE different thing that happened last night. H took me out to dinner and while we were there he jokingly kicked me under the table and then I was trying to grab his legs and we were laughing and teasing each other. I know not a huge deal but it was a moment of flirting with each other. Haven't done that in a while.. We've had fun and laughed with each other but I just realized that we hadn't flirted with each other in a long time. Progress???... Who knows...
Here's a heart-wrencher. D4 got up numerous times last night and came into our bedroom. This morning I asked her why and she said that she was checking on her Daddy. Since he was gone for so long, she wanted to make sure that he was home all night. She will be so devastated if/when we D and he abandons her to go live with the ho..
