I will post...and start a new thread...just have not had time to sit down and write the things I want to say..so much too say...I am headed to lunch with my X shortly...but I will leave you with this....it really started to turn around when I let go of it all...all the anger, bitterness, sadness and just decided to move on but be her friend...I let go of any expectation of ever being with her again but knew I loved her unconditionally...when she saw that in me...she came a running
KS
That's where I am trying to get to right now. Moving forward not necessarily "on". I'm doing it for my health, mental and physical. I have good days and bad which I expected and thankfully the last week has been great. Interestingly she started to communicate more and more comfortable talking with me. But as soon as I started to show signs of interest back she backed off. Man what a dance this is! But I know we'll get there.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
