Today is our 11th anniversary and I can't share it with my W. However, I do have my kids tonight and I am looking forward to spending time with them. This feeling of emptiness is almost unbearable and I continue to struggle with how much she wants a D and is willing to give up her 2 young children 50% of the time.
She has ZERO respect for me and has become someone I don't even know anymore. Now it is all about getting rid of me and not caring about anything or anyone but herself.
I am hurting so much and just want to stop feeling this way.
Me: 41 W: 40 D5, S4 Bomb Dropped: 7/8/2007 Status: W has moved out with kids 8/25/2007
