I will post...and start a new thread...just have not had time to sit down and write the things I want to say..so much too say...I am headed to lunch with my X shortly...but I will leave you with this....it really started to turn around when I let go of it all...all the anger, bitterness, sadness and just decided to move on but be her friend...I let go of any expectation of ever being with her again but knew I loved her unconditionally...when she saw that in me...she came a running
