What is reasonable and what is not?

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Things are still great. Makes me wonder what is up? Why can't I just go with it and enjoy it all?

I went over to his house and had dinner with him and his girls. I wasn't planning on it as usually when he has his kids he wants alone time and I am not included.

Maybe its baby steps. I have no idea. I am petrified to relax too much and be devastated and back to square one again.