Still trying - Not very well

[Heartbroken]

I agree with you here - my H dialogues about the fluffy easy questions. Even when it's my turn and I pick the harder more R type issues he still only touches the surface not really answering the core of the question. I hinted to this but plan to talk to the presenter couple on how to handle this and if he's even ready for opening up....

My biggest fear is the foundation info has love and commitment - how do we continue when he feels NO love...I had a very hard time sleeping last night (was up from 1 - 3:30 AM!!!!) and this has not happened in a long time, so I know this is eating at me... I started fantasying about what kind of house I would get for myself and what items I would take and what I would want new (or off Craig's list LOL) but then when I crawled back in bed and H snuggled up to me I just teared up - I feel so good with him how will I ever let it go...and how do I prep for getting my kids half a week????? Darn it I just want him to wake up for REAL!!! Okay I need some of that propping up you promised!!!!

HB