I know I posted on Sue's thread about the break through with my husband. I had the relationship talk and felt we had a huge break through! I haven't updated on my post because I thought maybe I would jinx as it is so early.
However I was brutal and put my foot down that I won't be a door mat. He appologized and said he was wrong for going to the dating site. He was wrong for writing this girl very sexual letters. He was wrong for trying to set up a date. He told me he never would have went. It was just making him feel this high. However I know I have said I have suspicion that maybe he is cheating. Found someone at work or could be elsewhere. Just this horrible gut feeling. Well, that gut eeling emerged again today when he got his check and there is 8 hours missing of overtime he said he worked. I haven't said a word about it but plan to. The last couple pay days it seemed like there should have been more hours but he excused them away by saying there was a vacation day in there that I took for this remember which he did. Then said with the holiday pay. It was confusing the way he was explaining it. So I gave him the benefit of the doubt. But this time it is very apparent no excuses out of it! I am dreading to hear where he was for 8 hours.
