Feeling up and down. H's Mom is actually starting to take a toll on me. She is being very amnipulative to get what she wants with me and Youngest SIL. Sil and i talked on the phone last night and realized just what she was doing. We are on the run between the two of us constantly not realizing the other had already done running for her. She tells me that SIL won't do for her and tells SIL that i won't dofor her so between the two of us we are running for her everyday for the dumbest crap, and thats only the beginning. It's a long story but, we will figure it out now that we know what she's up to.
H doesn't say to much about it but i do know that he's not happy about it. I don't know how to bring the subject up with him on his feelings about his dad. I do want to let him know that if he needs to talk im'e there to listen. Guess the best way is to just say it actually. There is just so much going on there.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
