CVA I know the uncertainty sucks! I deal with that one on almost a regular basis, I think we all do, What helps me to get through is knowing that one thing IS for certain, is that God loves me and wants me to be happy, so I know that I will be OK, no matter the outcome. Give your uncertainty to God, let Him help you with overcoming it.
BTW, I feel better now, thanks for your words on my thread, Strong Rain is BACK. Take care.