I just dont want / maybe cant handle the cold yet polite W.
May be too late for this already, but I hope you were able to do as waw suggested---duck's back. Friendly, calm, distant.
Originally Posted By: CVA
Anxiety sucks, I thought I was done with that "cant get a deep breath" feeling.
Anxiety does suck. Hope you get/got some deep breaths. It's all part of the ride. You're in a new place now, an unfamiliar one in your sitch, and anxiety is totally natural, I think.
Can you pinpoint what, exactly, you're anxious about? What's your concern? Something about what W might do/say or something you might? I ask because for me it's always helpful to get underneath the feeling and figure out what it's about. Helps to defuse it a bit, and gives me a clearer picture of what I want to do, how I want to behave.
(((CVA))), hope it went well, and you had a good time with your wonderful little ones.