I havent been here in a few days honestly I just have gotten to the point that I am done. Maybe I will come back from it soon but I am so frustrated with his on again off agains that I am totally just doing what I want for the kids and I and just ignoring him. I am almost scared at this point because I am afraid that if he does decide to come back I wont even want him. I am actually getting used to living without him and I am enjoying the fact that no one is yelling and screaming in the house. Who knows where we will end up.. I just hope it is peaceful... Not much more to say just kind of losing hope with H.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"