I feel beaten again. Just spoke with DW about this car sitch and it was so depressing. Of course, I just tried to ask some questions as to what she thinks we can afford, what she would like etc. And the money thing and how it relates to her being single when we move came up. She will make x/hr and I will pay x for CS, she will need to work x and have her side job. She thinks it will be better for us financially.

She is sold on every aspect of this D from front to back. I feel so defeated.

Me: 33 jacka** whom lied, stole, cheated, and basically treated DW like crap for years
DW: 29 kind soul who gave too much to me over the relationship

S7
S4

M: 7yrs
Bomb: 10/19
Seperated: 10/24

The worst reconciliation is better than the best divorce