I just read your post and lost another tiny piece of my broken heart. I remember posting to you and Theo and Lovely Olive since last Feb. and I am so so sorry that it has come down to this - I am welling up with tears right now.
You did everything you could and gave it more than a lot of people ever do - be proud of the high road you took. You will be fine and in a much better place than you have been for far to long. CW is purely insane and I doubt she realizes what she is losing in a friend - someday she will regret it but then it will be to late.
I understand the no Santa thing at what point does the family thing end???? You need to take care of you first so you can be there 100% for your sons.
If my H does not get his head out of his A$$ I may be down the same sad road - but then I figure I want a man that WANTS me to love me not to be there out of a sense of duty. God has his plans for all of us and we need to have trust in him...
You are in my thoughts and prayers...
HB
Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing
