I just can't do it. I am just raw with emotion and I need to distance myself from her. I can't get into a car with her and act like nothing is wrong. I explained to S16 why I wasn't going. I need to detach and to take care of MC. At some point I have to begin to move on I need to begin to walk the journey, as lonely as it will be initially, I need time and space for myself. The kids need to know that this "family time" is going to have to end and we are now two families. I would never do anything to hurt my kids. I didn't make the decision to divorce. I will take care of my kids and myself. When and if I meet another woman, I can't be so attached to her.
I can't.....I just can't
Me: 44 S: 17 and 7 Final-6-13-08 I once went to a psychic who told me I would soon feel cheated......
