I know this is hard to comprehend, but you must accept that you CAN make it alone for you to be able to function and be able to wait for him. It might not make sence, but once you realize you are in charge of your happiness you will rid yourself of that anxiety that is torturing you now and making you feel hopeless.
Don't read too much into him coming over or staying over, take it all at face value to give him a chance to do things (without strings attached) or get close without you reading too much into it, he might not be ready to come back just yet. Easy does it.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
