oh honey, i'm so sorry))))))))))))) I got my second bomb too and like your H, my H didnt' put it his all to fix the M so it was easy for him to stray again. I do hope you are not blaming yourself for ANYthing, it seems you tried so hard to fix the M. You are right, he came to "see" if he was right by leaving the first time and give him an excuse to run off on his family, he did not put his heart into working on your R.
========= He said he didn't know =========== BTDT, I understand, it's one of those sitches in which you are damned if you do damned if you don't.
My prayers your way honey)))) stay strong and hope you get good help at the seminar)))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
