Well, I am in Atlanta working right now. W has been back and forth with me a little and with the kids a little over the last few weeks. She is still back and forth about our marriage. She ismoving down to be with me this weekend. I am flying back tonight to get the uhaul and load up our things.
Things have been difficult. Dealing with my family, and my W, I feel like I am in the middle right now. I cant stand my family. They are greedy. The are out for whatever they can get, and I always seem to be the one getting screwed in the middle.
W has been back and forth a lot. Especially since she went home and had internet access again. Same old behavior of chating and such. I hope things get better between us when we get settled here in Georgia, Because I am so tired and exhausted right now. I quit wearing my wedding ring. Mainly because I have lost so much weight that it is loose on me.
I love my w, but dammit its time to commit or leave for good. I can see her moving here as her commitment. I can see that she does love me. She even tells me that she cant handle the thought of me with another woman. She doesnt even like to go shopping without me. So I know she loves me, Its just going to be a long hard road to recovery.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
