yeah, my version of hibernating is good. those first weekend or 2 or 3 when greg left for good, I wandered a bit, hid a bit, but haven't since then. still, I need to balance even good hibernating with making sure I head out into the world, too. its so easy to hunker down during winter.
the kids had the day off of school on tuesday, so no therapy that day. I scheduled it for today instead and it was great. really good. she said I am doing really well...I think every time I feel sad, or frustrated, or angry, or anything, that its not a good thing. the reality is, it is good, and I'm doing better at recognizing my emotions. and she loves that I come here and write them out, journal them, talk them out with friends. its all good...letting that river flow. she really liked that I stopped myself with the box and put it away. that's big, to recognize that and be okay with letting it go and putting it away.
she even thought my thanksgiving plans were great.
anyway, I've felt like I have stopped on that path I was walking down and have been sitting on a log for a few days now. feel ready to stand up and keep going again.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
