Yes, he is losing it. It's good that we can at least have some sense of humor !
Well I had a good day yesterday but a bad night. We were watching a Scent of a Woman, the only decent thing at 11 pm in the TV last night. I did forget about this scene when the Coronel goes to a scort woman flat or otherwise I wouldn't watch it. So I started to feel like crying and my throat hurt so much because I was trying not to cry. Then I realized H was observing me and started to ask what was it?
I said let it go, it's nothing. Then he gave me the speech that he knew that it was about the scene, that he loved me, that he did a mistake but his mistake was not like he was trying to destroy our relationship (!), and he was walking very carefully through the ruins.
I could say nothing. He wouldn't understand anyway and we would end up fighting. So just left at that. This morning he was very loving and kissed me goodbye before he went to work. Then he came back for a while just before he was out of the door and just said to me that I had no notion (...)and went away.
I was just going to ask no notion of what but just shut myself up. It seems that i am having trouble communicating now. It's just I am so tired of discussing the R.
Yes, piecing is hard but the fact he is concerned about how I feel has been relieving though.
