W and I talked last night. Jist of the conversation was whether I was giving up or not. She basically asked me not too. To give her time to see the counselor and straighten out her thoughts. So I will give her more time... She said that she was scared of being alone when I am gone. I told her thats what marriage gives us is security. Not being alone. That kinda blew her away because she ahd never thought of that before. She said she had just thought of it as just fear. She sad that she felt sad when she founfd out I was moving. Baby steps right. I believe some time alone will help both of us. But hopefully not to much time. I am scared of enjoying the single life to much when I am away and not wanting to save my marriage. I do love my wife. We just need help..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
