We are done in so many ways...but I am still here.

[NoDirection]

I am not pushing D on her because I do not want it. I know I am the one that needs to change but the question keeps arising that maybe she is not the one I need to be with. many of her traits have come to the surface that I really do not find attractive. It may be the fact that this is not the person I fell in love with but even through my changes, will she change?

For my son, at this moment, I am trying to salvage this. I honestly do not think there is anything to salvage but I do not want to make the mistakes I made here with whoever may enter my life in the future...