I found out today I am moving. I have to move to Atlanta. I see the move as the end of my marriage. W will not commit to anything. She cant she is too screwed up to commit to me again. I give up. I can move out, move on, find someone that can love me for me, not see me for what I am not compared to another man. I give up. I cant let her break my heart any more. If she decides to save our marriage she needs to start working and prove to me that its for real this time. Twice she has come back only to leave again. I am so exausted. Physically and mentally I cant do it any more. I dont eat I cant sleep. I cant do it anymore. I need to move on and start a new life for me and my son.... Maybe he can come live with me.. He is my major motivation to save my marriage right now. I dont want him to grow up in a divorced family like me. I hate the fact that I grew up without a father.


Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.