well Friday she loves me again. Wants to work on m. Sunday she feels trapped, huge mistake. She is so confused. I want off the roller coaster. I am sick. i am tired. I am physically and emotionally drained. I cant keep this up. I am ready for it to be over even if it means Divorce. Of coarse that not what I want but I am just at that breaking point. Everytime I pull away from her she comes back. Maybe I need to lrt and it will give her the desire to save the marriage. I know in my heart she wants to but she just half heartedly tries. She cant give up the om. The rich guy. I am just the guy raising her kids with her. The expendable guy. The guy who watches the kids while she lies about ataying late at work or going out with girlfriends so she can see om. i am tired.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
