W sends me a text on Friday that she loves me and wants to work on our M. I wasnt too overjoyed and such. Didnt want to look too enthusiastic did that last time She told me this. Spent the weekend at her Grand parents house. had a great time. Then comming home Sunday she started growing distant again. Said she felt trapped again. needed to get out. She left not long after we got home. Didnt come home until about midnight. I can only assume she went to Om house to see him.
today she trying again. She is trying to get away from om. Trying to get a handle on this. She wants to stay with me but just too connected to om.
Trying not to pressure her. Just going with the flow. I know it will take time to get over om.
I have time.


Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.