I have started to distance myself again. I have to be careful. Last time I distanced myself from her I gave up. But then again when I gave up she came back.
I dont want to give up, but I think I have to, to be able to move on.
I dont need her to be happy. I am happy with myself.
I want my W and family because they are a part of me. I love my Step kids. I love my son. I really figure when the dust settles from the divorce and my move that I will have my son living with me anyways. W can only live her life for herself right now anyways. Kids are just another burden to her, just like husband is.
She actually told her son14 that she had given herself to him for the last 14 years and that now its her turn to live her own life. No wonder he spends all his time with his friends at their houses. Kinda hard to be home with a person like that. A person that gets annoyed every time she hears the words Mom......
Talk about being selfish.... Hello their your children. They are going to rely on you for the rest of your life.
The devil has really gotten ahold of my loving caring W, and turned her into a demon.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
