I am so tired of the emotional blackmale that goes on with the WAW. My w told me this weekend that emotionally she has moved on and why cant I just accept it. Why cant she just accept that I love her. I am just about to the end of my rope. I am ready to concede the fight and move on. I am tired of her having her cake and eating it too. She thinks I am just supposed to walk away from it all. Give her the house that I grew up in. All the furniture. Thje boat that I bought. The jetski that I got through a friend at work. I am just supposed to give up everything to her. To hell with that. I will put it all in storage when I move and I will sell the house. She wants to end our marriage then she needs to realize and accept the consequinces. She will probably have to trade in the brand new car I just bought her because there is no way she can afford an apartment and the kids expenses and a huge car payement. screw it let her suffer a little. Or a lot. maybe she needs a little reality to find out our marriage wasnt so bad after all.
I am so tired of hearing how she never loved me and she only married her because she was pregnant. What a crock. I proposed 7 months before she became pregnant. I was in the garage this weekend and found some old cards that she had sent me when we were dating and were first married expressing her love to me and how much she cared about me. She has changed so much now, she is not the same woman I fell in love with. This new woman has no heart at all and I cant take being hurt anymore. I give up. She can have the divorce. But not my house. Not my boat. Not my heart anymore.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
