brava, I wanted to wish you safe and happy travels. Sorry I didn't see this sooner. I read your post about packing up things and remembering the things he bought you, etc. Oh, I did that, too. It was not fun. You did great and you got through it. I hope your trip is amazing. Keep us updated!
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.