Sage, just popped in to update myself on your sitch.
Looks like "piecing" has it's own brand of rollercoaster.
You've come such a long way, it must be difficult grappling with issues you thought you'd put down before.
No doubt, a part of you is exhausted by this marathon that you did not sign up for. I can't say that there's a finish line out there for any of us, but I think at some point we'll be allowed to just walk the rest of the distance.
