Oooo...Sage, you're sounding just like me these last couple of days! What's the deal here with our Ses? Or, perhaps, with us?
I have a couple questions for you which interest me for both of our situations: - In the past, has your H ever given you exactly what you needed to feel as though you've had a comfortable R? - Is your H (again) giving you what you've previously felt satisfied with in the past, but you are unsatisfied with it because now that you've done lots of soul-searching, you know what you want?