Sage, Sorry you're feeling down. I liked how you ended up thinking after your conversations. I know that I feel alot of the things you expressed so eloquently in your note.
I took your comment to mean, you own your own actions and you shouldn't blame others for how you are feeling. Is this a good interpretation? Remember to let H's attitude roll off of you when H is crabby.
I'm lucky I found this BB. It is helping me focus on me. It helps to know there are people to talk to when you feel down.
Thinking of you and hoping your day gets brighter. Caz
