Help me thru this sitch

[Pudmuddle]

I am in superpost mode because I am angry.

So I wrote back to his response and this is what I said:

I do not think you are doing this consciously, I just know you cannot see past your own bubble at the moment as you have been very forgetful lately. Being open and honest with him at this point about other 'relationships' really does him no good at all. That you think he will understand this is a type of justification in your mind. His world is our relationship and that is what we need to model. I can't see how introducing him to others at this point would be positive??? It's not necessary for you to be insistent that it will happen, I know that and can't change that, but WE still need to work out issues.

Hope you are having a good day. I will be home later tonight, but before B's bedtime.

I am soon going out with friend's tonight because I just do not want to be around H right now! Make him wonder what I am doing...anyone want to drive out to colorado and come with me?