(((HUGS))) Donna, I've been a bit scarce myself. Just having a hard time here lately...feel like I'm not being supportive at all. I feel like I have nothing good to say for newbies, and just am depressing to the people who I've gotten to know. I update mine, but overall am not being a very good buddie. sorry about that. I am thinking of you, even if I don't post much, I hope you know I wish you the best. hopefully will be out of my funk soon.
okay, took a little nip. wtf is wrong with me? no, I didn't call/text/e-mail him. instead, I looked up a girl's myspace page to see if anything was on it about him. how sick is that? she's a girl who used to work for him in his previous job, and he showed me her page once, so I looked it up. yep, a nice picture of him, and one of ow (not together) from the vegas trip in september. gag. boy, for a man who was so broken down the night before he left, he sure looks happy in that pic. and maybe its just me, but she seriously looks like she should have horns and a forked tail. ugh.
why do I do things like that?
I suppose its good that I haven't actually contacted him. and the girl's page is open, so its not like I signed in to look at it, so assuming she won't know I did. maybe? if it comes up, I could say I was looking for her e-mail so I could thank her for the earrings she supposedly bought D3 recently.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
