Saturday H. was gone all day as it was his first weekend in the Guard. He got home around 6pm, was totally wiped, but asked "will you take me out to dinner?" We went out for indian food -- had a nice time, talked, relaxed, all good stuff. Got home early, watched a bit of tv then went to bed early.
Yesterday he was out the door before 7am (more Guard!). I slept late (procrastinating on my paper) then finally got up, wrote some of the paper, did a few errands, a little cleaning, etc. He got home fairly early and relaxed while I went to get food at the supermarket. We cooked a very simple but delicious meal and watched tv.
Things seem much more relaxed at home than they have the last few weeks. I'm feeling better and I hope that H. is too. He DID have a stressful weekend with the Guard and all.
He said some good stuff over the weekend -- told me I was "so beautiful" yesterday, said "I love you" in a really wonderful way as we were going to sleep on Saturday night, asked a lot about my paper and school over the last few days.
It's nice to feel on an even keel again.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
